total sadness

Well my heart is heavy. I lost my dear brother on Easter Sunday. On March 16, 2012 they took him to the hospital in extreme pain. A CT scan showed a mass on his pancreas, also on his spleen and liver. After a biopsy it showed it was very aggressive pancreatic cancer. He passed away on April 8, 2012, with all of us around him. I have such a huge void in my life right now. I can't understand how this was so fast. Last month he was out working in his yard and garage, now he is dead and buried. I am having a really hard time coming to terms with this. It was so unfair. He asked his son what he had done so wrong to deserve this? Truth is he did not deserve it. Cancer is horrible and it doesn't matter who you are. I am utterly broken hearted over this.

Here are some pictures of my brother and me:

I miss him so much. :^(